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Post by olganoraph on May 12, 2005 13:39:52 GMT -5
Twisted and bloody And a little bit muddy Tainted red Around my bed Razorblades and knives The airplane dives there is so much blood sitting and waiting watching my veins flood my brain is faintin... inside my room
Everything is blurry I'm in a hurry I want my life to end I want my joints to....bend I want to be free There's no more sites to ... see I hate this **i* I am gonna sit... for all eternity
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Post by Joey on May 12, 2005 16:02:04 GMT -5
you know someone might thing you want to kill your self?
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Post by olganoraph on May 12, 2005 18:07:01 GMT -5
You know I don't want to lol, what do you think? I came up with it in health today (i just started writing and I don't have a depression problem lol)
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Post by Joey on May 14, 2005 17:03:58 GMT -5
are you shure?
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Post by olganoraph on May 15, 2005 15:16:28 GMT -5
Yes lance.. I'm positive, I just love writing dark poetry
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Post by hmshatter2005 on May 16, 2005 6:25:18 GMT -5
u know they say that poety is really saying whats on ur mind
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Post by olganoraph on May 16, 2005 9:11:00 GMT -5
Rofl... yes I have heard that but my veiw on that is that it is rubbish. CuZ i'm definetly not going to cut/kill myself... except... wait nvm lol
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Post by .:Sayyadina:. on May 16, 2005 9:57:42 GMT -5
i write about killing myself all the time... i'm still here aren't i? .....welll sorta
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Post by olganoraph on May 16, 2005 11:29:32 GMT -5
ROFL, there was only like 2x that I have cut myself, but I realize now that its a STUPID thing to do
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Post by .:Sayyadina:. on May 17, 2005 12:12:31 GMT -5
unless ypou like pain or like to see blood.... and don't cut deep enought to really HURT yourself.
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Post by olganoraph on May 18, 2005 18:45:41 GMT -5
Well I used that as a way to relieve my stess so I believe I am a bit dark knighty... umm I have no problem with the pain and there definetly is pain from slicing your wrists even without anything
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Post by Necromancer on May 19, 2005 18:49:27 GMT -5
if you want to kill yourself. go look at sweating to the eighties with richard simmons. either that or i'll do it for you.
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Post by olganoraph on May 20, 2005 12:13:31 GMT -5
Ew... I don't want to kill myself haha... ><
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Post by Joey on May 21, 2005 16:43:14 GMT -5
the blood is good for me best when i make other people shed it tho
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Post by olganoraph on May 21, 2005 19:27:06 GMT -5
When have you made other people bleed?
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lostandalone
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Post by lostandalone on May 23, 2005 14:22:47 GMT -5
bit m.c. so hard he bleed and i can't quite put my finger on it but maybe the face that you don't want to kill yourself is what makes it unbelevable. just seems i don't know. . . fake kinda
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Post by Joey on May 23, 2005 15:34:43 GMT -5
once in a wile .... like when this one kid pissed me off ... well you get the point ;D
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Post by olganoraph on May 23, 2005 16:26:06 GMT -5
Lol, i've cut myself if that makes it any better jackie
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Post by Necromancer on May 25, 2005 19:27:40 GMT -5
you've cut yourself? for what reason? the pain will still be there. you just give you self a scar to remember it by.
anyway it's just not right. blood is good. atleast when it's not your blood on the floor. (ku ku ku ku ku ku ku ku) oh! I got sgt. frog vol.8 today!!!!! Keroro tries turning animals in the zoo in to soldiers. .....basically the animals have problems of their own. but it's still funny.
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Post by Raiden on May 25, 2005 19:30:56 GMT -5
none of you know anything about me. I'll demonstrate. Can anyone tell me the explosive force of 1 pound of C-4?
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Post by olganoraph on May 25, 2005 21:35:16 GMT -5
No Lol I know the pain is still there, I've done it before, in the PAST
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Post by neverlaugh on May 26, 2005 22:18:49 GMT -5
*silence*...................................................................
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Post by Ashes on May 26, 2005 22:55:26 GMT -5
everyone looks at their choices, sucide will always be there but doing anything that harms yourself seems like your letting the world know theyve won, showing them that you'd rather destroy yourself instead of showing everyone that you can make it, i want to feel like i did something significant, if i can at least inspire one person before i leave this world than ill know my life wasnt a total waste.
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Post by Raiden on May 26, 2005 23:31:51 GMT -5
none of you know anything about me. I'll demonstrate. Can anyone tell me the explosive force of 1 pound of C-4? I can. I'm obsessed with explosives, military technology, and small squad tactics
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Post by Ashes on May 27, 2005 20:44:33 GMT -5
im guessin you play alot of military type games?
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